Broke out in a rash tonight.
WebMD explanation: tumor on my hypothalamus
logical explanation: anxiety/stress
Can you have a subconscious anxiety attack? Your physical body is not nervous or anxious (at least not in a scared way) but the mind that you don’t pay attention to is freaking out? I feel like the cordial thing to do is that my subconscious should gradually warn my body and mind tap out its worries instead of keeping me in the dark(which is kind of literal since I’m blogging from bed)
How do you distract your subconscious? Better question: how do you tell your subconscious to stop freaking out without knowing the soul reason behind the freak out?
Arizona is in the clear.
Mark will be calling Duane in the morning to let him know his interest. I’m mentally, physically, and emotionally ready for this move. I’m not nervous, anxious, or scared. I have no ounce of doubt in me I’m secure and confident in my relationship in that whatever bumps may come we will end up on top and even more powerful than before. I have no reason to be stressed, nervous, scared or anxious.